Undiscovered.

"All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away..."
-Undiscovered

Okay, today during my weekly supporting-the-US-economy binge (shopping), I finally broke down and bought a cd, taking a chance on a cd that's a) way too "young" for me b) probably something I would not like because it's a bit too shallow. Either way, I've been trying to get myself together to do some work after 48 hours of intense class, homework submission, report writing, and Fulbright application writing.

Yesterday, after submitting my theater homework, my friends and I went to Busch Gardens for our last "W&M day" trip. After that, we went to a party thrown by our friends Justin and Elena, where I made my infamous Pink Panthers (think Cosmopolitans with Pink Grapefruit juice), and then celebrated our mutual friend Rachel's 21st birthday (she's part of my ensemble in beginning acting class).

To celebrate her birthday more fully, she asked me, my friend/roommate Eric, and our friend Erin if we wanted to streak the sunken gardens (part of the three things every student is supposed to do before graduating. Initially, I was a little hesitant, but then, I was like, "FUCK IT.WHAT DO I HAVE TO LOSE...?"

So on a cool, beautiful, star-lit night, four W&M seniors took off their clothes and ran across the sunken gardens, running through dewy, wet grass to the surprise of those who were still loitering the area at night. People took pictures. Rachel lost her underwear. We ran a complete lap in our birthday suits.Then we headed to Wawa for some post-run subs and sandwiches, topping a day of working, roller-coastering, drinking/partying, and streaking.

Earlier this evening was the HCO banquet, where I surprisingly met up with Nadia, my friend from London/marketing class, whose family temporarily adopted me during graduation.She and Tony just moved into their apartment in Virginia Beach... With Nadia was her soon-to-be husband Tony and her little brother Alex. After that, I tried to do work until I realized that, like my roommate, I was also starting to feel ill.

In the end,maybe this week worked out better than the rest. I don't have a job. I am not close to finishing my Fulbright application. I don't know what to do with my personal life. But the future...is still left undiscovered.And maybe that's the best thing that could happen to me, at this point.

But then again I'm watching the trial and tribulations of Frankie, Rob,David, and Molly Monday (Dream for an Insomniac) on Saturday night while eating Ben and Jerry's (to supplement my case study on the company due on Monday...I SWEAR!).Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow to face another day...of studying and working.

"Night and day, you are the one...only you can make the moon under the sun."

Damn those eyes...that slice like razorblades into my soul.--that's my quote for the night.